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Name: Rosalie
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Interests: WRITING, ballet, playing, writing and listening to music, reading, God, my friends who are beasts, and writing.
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Mustard Seeds

Jesus I thank you yet again
           for magnificent love:
                 for identifying something beautiful
                             in my insignificance
     for eroding this
           simple sinful soul
                 with an incredible mission;
                 should I choose to accept it
           for this blessed assurance
                 and transparent consuming peace

and Jesus there is nothing else I
                             can give to You-
           my hands are weak and
           can lift only a psalm
           and another broken life
                             but that is all I
                                   posses, and it
                                         is Yours;
     make what You will of my minuscule faith

but Jesus nothing can remain hidden from
     Your omnipotent eyes-
           I must admit I am
                 afraid
                       however
                             a willing heart
                             in all-powerful hands
                       fear is no obstacle
           and death has no sting

because Jesus I believe that You
                       surrendered the beating of Your
                             heart for me
and so Jesus I will donate mine
     for the remainder of this life
           to be a light for the world
                 the salt of the earth
                       greater than a conqueror
                             and a transparent
                                   miracle.


Johnny

the final memory:
           the inevitable passage
                 of calmly eroded time

                       and his silhouette evaporated
                             from an overcrowded mind

           to embark on a revolutionary
           attempt to defy gravity
           (though I must admit I doubted
           his heart and in a way I
                          still do)

even he, however
never imagined it to occur
     in such a way:
                             barely he had a moment
                             to gasp and
                                   suddenly
           six carried the weight of another

     and for the sake
           of memories: the
                 traditional reunion was

                       slightly ignored

     hold fast hold strong
                             hold on to
                             (suddenly)
                             vaporizing time

           and trust the heavens
           to keep a firm grasp
                on their gravity

 

yes, this is about death... who caught it?


House Lights Down

What if life is a play, and each stars in his own? Every play has its stars, ensemble, and crew; every story has its good guys, bad guys, lovers, mysteries, and laughs. Every show has a director, unseen, to hold each strand together. And inevitably, every show has an audience.

There are those who criticize and dwell on the mistakes. Some are supportive parents who are unable to find fault, blinded by their fondness. Still others are just looking for entertainment and find themselves drawn in, mesmerized by the gracefully woven tales and harmoniously realistic, and at the same time fantastic, voices. These tend to be those who most enjoy the show, because it took them by surprise.

To create this hypnotic other world is no magic task. Some, those cast as “stars,” receive both a blessing and a curse—a chance to shine at the cost of many a free evening. The ensemble, the “supporting roles,” are often just that: support. Though a star could likely perform the show themselves merely from their knowledge of it, the supporters are there to cover those bases; to together be strong so that the stars can go that much further. And of course, frequently unnoticed, is the stage crew: those who make the show what is truly is, a show, a theatrical creation. Without light or sound a performance is worth very little.

The true quality of a play lies in the quality of its story. An uneventful tale lacking strong characters will hold not even the proudest parent’s attention. There never has been, nor will there ever be a story without conflict, and conflict is always tied to some sort of search for truth. A protagonist is always at odds with an antagonist, who nearly always believes himself in the other role. And few plots are strong enough to survive without a touch of laughter and love.

All this is placed in the hands of the director. It is in this person’s power to select the people involved and what sort of adventure they will be leading the unsuspecting audience into. In fact, that is the one thing the director is not totally in control of—who takes a seat at the curtain’s rise, and who walks away somehow affected.

I am the star of my own play, and God is my director. He cast me in this role because I have certain qualities that no other actress can bring. He has chosen me a fantastic ensemble and crew, a network of faces who support me, who make me who I am, who add those extra effects to my life—in fact, He has also selected me to several other supporting roles, in other shows. He has written me a gripping plot, to the point where occasionally I forget the ending myself; but it is also a beautiful, lighthearted script full of love and smiles. Several enemies are warming up beside me, sure of their lines and blocking. However, I too am well-rehearsed, and I know the ending well. Perhaps I will forget a few lines, but I am confident that I can improvise with those final scenes in mind. None can say who will fill the seats on opening night, but my Director chose me for a reason, because I can affect them like no one else. I have practiced intently and I’m ready for the opening night drawing so near, so quickly; ready to take a few by surprise, to show my God that He chose the right star.

And when I reach curtain call, the first of many, in four years, I can only pray that I will be able to say of my own life: “so ends our tale of love, mystery, and a fair bit of silliness. I hope all your endeavors end as well as ours did.” And when the curtains fall for the final time, wherever and however that may be, I can only imagine that standing ovation that I might receive, because I know who has been watching me.



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